fuck. when am i ever ready for anything?
that's a lie. i'm always prepared. i'm only irresponsible when it's fun to be. let's get this over with. it's just random questions, after all.
... this is a very odd interview.
mostly on my left side, i think. i'm a restless sleeper. i never wake up in the same position twice. i suppose that might be unusual for a vampire.
i'd say my tattoos, but they aren't exactly a feature; more an add-on. i suppose i'd say how pale i am. it fits with the whole undead thing.
i smoke. more than i normally do. it's not about the nicotine any more, really. i think it's called an oral fixation. if i don't smoke, i chew my nails- i figure cigarettes are the lesser of two evils at this point.
i'm going to say 'dig up her bones' by misfits. although it's about a woman, and i'm a man. but there's a poetry to 'anything is what she is, anywhere is where she's from'. it's the image i want to cultivate. being malleable, depending on who's perceiving me. i have to, after all. how else would i represent all vampires?
to quote 'the silence of the lambs'- i'd fuck me. i'd fuck me hard.
i'm not going to go buffalo bill on anyone. no worries about that. but i am very concerned with being the sort of person i'd sleep with- if i have standards, it's only fair if i hold myself to them too.
the council is very much a slow decision process. my personal life... the opposite. i'm instinctive. i know what's good for me. it's when other people factor in, then i have to actually take my time.
i have this one dream about being stuck in my old school. it's the old traditional thing- i'm late for my lesson but i can't find it. makes me wake up gasping.
i am god.
depends who i'm up against, doesn't it?
i'd like to be able to go out in daylight. be kinder without having to make an effort. i'd also wish that my input into the council is always the... best decision. there can be hard choices to make there.
extrovert. i do need time alone, of course, but who doesn't? i like being the centre of attention.
i go out. i collect victorian erotica. i like decorating my home and rearranging it.
mostly. it'd be terrible to be happy all the time.